Things I have noticed with my weight loss pt. 2

1. You start to feel like a little kid when you feel your shoulders and your back and see your back in the mirror

2. Happiness, you notice you feel better inside about yourself

3. You start counting calories and wanting to know the servings size

4. You decide to eat less to save more so money becomes your excuse for self control

5. You start filling your breakfast bowl halfway with cereal and pouring milk only halfway in the cereal. No more to the top because what a waste of food and waste of milk

6. You can’t work out on your back anymore on hard floors,

you need to lay on something soft now

7. You learn about fatlogic and now you can’t stand to hear it

8. You get annoyed when people tell you how they wish they can look good as you but then they turn down your food advice and get annoyed with your food policing. Just shut up about my body then and your “envy” about my body if you have no intention of doing anything about yours.

9. You learn to eat half of the restaurant food on your plate and take the rest home

10. You start to practice intuitive eating

11. You realize you are not a real woman anymore because of all the “real women have curves” body shaming stuff you see online

12. You feel

whenever you see anyone accusing any athlete or fitness person or anyone showing some ribs or any skinny person of having an eating disorder or being underweight even though they don’t look like this:

13. “You have fast Metabolism.”

You feel every time you hear this and you want to scream

My wet ABU Simple

I am on my computer again so I thought I would do a quick post here of my wet diaper. I enjoy seeing used diapers and the insides of them and I know there are others out there too who also love it which is why I do it. No I don’t do requests so what you see here is all you get.

This diaper was smelling of urine so I thought I should change and only saw I was wet in the middle. These do hold a lot and they start smelling before you use them to its full capacity.

Happy Halloween

This was my favorite holiday when I was a kid because I loved collecting candy from neighbors and every year I would try to get the most and try and hit every house and even go to the neighborhood below us. I think there was only two times when I was able to hit every house with lights on without getting tired and only that one year where I hit the other neighborhood which was only one block long. But when we lived in Montana, I never hit every house because I would get too tired and cold and having a bag full of candy was enough for me to feel satisfied to quit.

Then I got too old so when I was 17, that was my last year of trick or treating. Now I get to take my kids and this year was a nice day and it was in the 60’s again so it was a dry night and I was expecting it to not be cold but boy was I wrong. I went as a little girl as pictured on my Twitter page. It turned my husband on because I looked like a baby girl. My son thought I looked silly and told me only kids wear pigtails and not adults. I stayed in the outfit for the rest of the day and wore the bottoms to cover my diaper.
I had to go online to look at best neighborhoods to go trick or treating in because where we live, there are never any trick or treaters and none ever come to our house. So I found a neighborhood to take my kids to and I drove them there and parked and we did two blocks and they filled their pumpkin buckets up with candy. I got tired and I got cold so my feet were freezing. My daughter got tired too so I decided to call it quits and we only did two blocks but we did it for nearly two hours and that is not going to the same houses again. There were a lot of trick or treaters so I decided we will do this area again next year.

My son felt his sister ruined trick or Treating for him so I told him he had plenty of candy and I am tired and cold and ready to go home and it’s close to their bed time and we have more candy at home. I looked at the temperature on my dashboard and saw it was only 55 degrees out. What? It felt colder than that, damn humidity. I swore it felt like it was in the forties or thirties. My son wasn’t cold because he felt hot. I noticed lot of the kids were not wearing any jackets or sweaters. I was wearing my Barbie coat to help keep warm I’ve had since high school.

I also noticed I was the only grown up that was dressed up for Halloween other than the adults who were handing out candy. But I didn’t see any parents dressed up for Halloween but they also waited on the side walk like I did while our kids got candy. I only got candy when someone would leave their bowl of candy out so I had a few pieces plus the mini bag of M&Ms I found on the ground.

Here is my photo again since I know this will be buried on my Twitter page soon:

Then we when got home, I put the kids to bed and my husband had blue balls all evening while we were gone because of my “costume” so he fucked me in my bed that night and we put a chair in front of my bedroom door for in case our son tries to come in. he took off my bottoms and my pantyhose and my diaper and cleaned me up and fucked me and then he took off my dress and took out my pigtails and I took my shower and then he put a clean diaper on me and picked out a pair of pajamas to put on me which was just my regular pajamas. Just Hello Kitty bottoms and a mismatched top with two random numbers on it.

My poopy diaper this morning.

I posted the photos on Twitter of me this morning wearing the diaper before taking it off. Here is the diaper I took off.

I didn’t have time to post it this morning because of kids and then volunteering at the Halloween party and doing other things so this is my chance now before I forget.

My destroyed diaper

I took it off this morning and I pooped in it last night and slept in it. I almost posted it on Twitter but then realized not everyone likes to see messy or wet diapers like I do so I decided to just post it here again with link only.

Old diaper photos

These were taken in 2006. I had these on my photobucket account for all these years and only showed them if anyone asked to see diaper pictures of me.

Here are the Pearl diapers taken in 2006 because I remember some users were curious about them and wanted to know what they looked like so I took photos to share online.

Me wearing it:

I am wearing a a brand here made by Western family. They were pretty good diapers and felt thick and they were pretty cheap. $11.99 for 22 diapers and then they knocked them down to $9.99 and that store no longer carried them. I am very wet in the picture here. I remember finding them in a thrift store a few years later and bought them. I knew it was Western Family because of the tabs.

Being Tommy Pickles


I have been doing Hollywood Workouts for the past few days and the “game” requires you to put your Wii remote in your pocket during some workouts and I don’t have any pockets so I stick it in my diaper. Except it’s not a screw driver I am putting in there. That must hurt and be uncomfortable because of how pointy it is. I can feel the Wii remote and it pressing against my skin when I move and sometimes I just hold it in my hand so I wouldn’t have to feel it. The diaper is dry in that spot because I only pee in the middle.

Working out in poopy diapers

I sometimes work out in my poopy diaper. I have even gone running in it too outside. I do a two mile run when it’s nice out and not cloudy. I also work on my Wii Fit if I can’t go out and run and I have done it in a poopy diaper. I have never hit the gym in poopy diapers and have no desire too but I will go out and run in one because I am not going in any places and I am just outside and I run or walk past people. I did it this morning. I woke up in a poopy diaper I made last night while I was sitting on the couch watching TV and then I went to bed in it and woke up and watched more TV and had some breakfast and went out and ran.  I go about two miles and can do it in a half hour. I can probably go further now without getting tired but I would rather not spend hours working out and I already am trying to keep my weight at 120. I just keep dropping so I eat more food as a result of it by letting myself snack or having some sweets or have a calorie drink so my weight fluctuates between 117-121.


I am wearing a Tena Maxi Slip under my shorts and yes I am wearing a poopy one under them. Taken after my work out. Also those shorts look good on me and don’t make my hips or butt look big and I didn’t get cat called today. I just ignore it when it happens.