Asexualphobics

I have never been into sex the same way as everyone else nor have I never been into it a lot. I don’t need lot of it and I can live without it. People have never accepted this about me and have treated me like I am broken because they shove it in my face and tell me things like I need to find ways to enjoy it or find what turns me on and on Dailydiapers someone suggests it may be hormonal level and general physical and psychological health. Ugh. People like this piss me off so I put him on ignore. What is it with rude posts lately people have been posting to me? Okay he has been the second person now this month. But what is happening here?

I didn’t start to desire sex or get into it until I was 19 and yes men online told me then I would never find someone if I don’t like it or do lot of the icky things I call it. They would also give me a hard time about it and try and shove it in my face. I only like penis in vaginas. The rest just grosses me out and I have tried anus sex and I don’t like it, accept it people. It’s uncomfortable. I have tried doggy style, I don’t like it, accept it people. I also never tolerated wet and sticky skin from sweat and I never like people touching me none sexually if they have sweat on them. I don’t like how it feels so therefore it bothers me during sex too so my husband and I wear clothes during sex, accept it people (may be sensory related). I never liked porn with sex in it. My mom is the same way about sex. She doesn’t want to hear about it or talk about it or see it but she does have it with my father. I don’t know how often and I don’t know what they do during it, I have never asked and never will because it’s not my business.

I am 28 and I still feel the same way about sex as I did when I was younger. It hasn’t changed. I am not broken and I don’t need to be fixed so shut up.

I am not sure what to call it when people are intolerant towards people who are like me about sex, oh gray-a. That is what I am so gray-a phobics they are. But even asexuals get lot of flak too and also get treated like they are broken. My husband doesn’t understand either. :sigh:

I posted links on the forum about gray-a’s and asexuals for awareness. Homosexuals used to be treated like they are broken and some have even gone into counseling for it thinking they can be fixed but they have come a long ways to be accepted but unfortunately homophobia still exists. I think asexuals still have long ways to go and people like me. Maybe some day they will be accepted too but of course asexualphobia and gray-aphobia will still exist like homophobia still does.

EDIT: I found out there is already a word for it, acephobic.

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My Other Punishment

I was a bad girl again. I was feeling uncomfortable in my diaper so I took it off and cleaned myself down there and put rash cream all over and put the diaper back on. I didn’t want to change it because I didn’t want more dirty cloth diapers and it was only wet in the middle. But when I decided it was time to get my diaper changed because it was very wet, my daddy undid my shorts and took off my plastic pants and the diaper and saw the rash cream all over my bottom. He said “You changed yourself” and he told me I was not supposed to do that and I was a bad girl so now I am going to get punished. He gave me anus sex. I hated it. He also told me I need to go to him if my skin starts to feel uncomfortable and I am not allowed to take off my diapers unless he says I can and when he isn’t here.

After the torture I got rediapered. Then when it was shower time, I had to ask my dad for permission to take my diaper off to shower and he told me to go ahead.

After I was done showering, my husband was up again because he was in too much pain to even go to sleep. I decided to test him again. Since I needed to air my bottom out, I grabbed my pajamas and put them on leaving the diaper off. My daddy didn’t say anything about it. I was like this for at least an hour and I have even gone in our bedroom a few times and he didn’t say a word about me not wearing. Was he letting me not wear one or was he not aware? was I getting away with it? When he came out to use the bathroom, I asked him if he noticed anything different about me. He said “no, why?” and I asked him to feel me down there. He did and gasped and said I was going to be punished. I grabbed my clean diaper and plastic pants and left the bedroom. He decided to go to bed and try and get our son to sleep. I kept the diaper off and continued using the computer until my dad called my name.

I went in our room and he told me it was time for little girls to go to sleep and to lay with him and to turn off the lights out here and my computer. I did that and came back in. My dad cuddled with me and then he felt my bottom and gasped again and told me “Where is your diaper, you are a bad girl and will be punished.”

I grabbed my diaper and put it on and the plastic pants and put my pajamas back on. But it didn’t get me out of the punishment so it was pointless putting on the diaper. But dad told me the punishment would have been worse if I kept it off.

Because I was washing our diapers, dad let me stay up to take care of it because he didn’t realize I was washing diapers in the basement. He said he would make me go to bed early another time. I was a bad girl again by using the potty because I didn’t want to feel uncomfortable in my diaper. Then right before going to bed I decided to start wetting my diaper since my bottom has aired out enough. But this morning I took it off and cleaned myself down there and put on rash cream and put the diaper back on. I never got caught because the rash cream was gone by then and it was all in my diaper.

Today when my dad go home from work (he came home early because he told his boss he had a seizure in the shower and he got sent home for it so he won’t be telling them anymore when he has had a seizure at home) I went in the room to get my diaper changed and it was around noon because I was stinging down there and I wanted him take care of it. So he took off my pants and plastic pants and removed the diaper. He then cuddled up with me and then he gave me my punishment for what I did last night. I had to be on top because I hate anus sex. I was allowed to watch the deleted scenes from Titanic and I had to go up and down and I did it slowly. I had to take my shirt off and keep my arms out so I wouldn’t feel my skin in my arm pits touching each other. I had to have my pants in my legs where they bent so I wouldn’t feel the skin touching each other either. Luckily my husband cummed and then he started to hump himself in me while I was on top and then I turned myself around while he was still inside me and he nursed from my boobs emptying them out. Our sex lasted the whole entire deleted scenes which was 45 minutes long and he said this was normal sex. Titanic kept me busy so I wasn’t bored. He cummed inside me twice and my bottom aired out.

Then when it was time to diaper me, he put rash cream on me down there and put me in a disposable since i would be going to work in a few hours and these things hold a lot. He then dressed me in my baby outfit I had on over the weekend.

I just need to not make my husband catch me with no diaper on next time. I don’t want to suffer worse punishments.

The Test

I tested my father and he is really serious. Unfortunately he was able to move because he was not in that much pain. I go in our bedroom and I start getting ready for work I take off my wet diaper and put it in the bucket and then I grabbed my panties. My husband moved his chair and grabs them from me and I throw them at the bed. I clean myself up with baby wipes and then I grab my panties again and my husband gets up and grabs them from me. He pins me on the bed and I keep trying to get up but he keeps pushing me down on the bed and wouldn’t let me leave. He then has sex with me.

Then after that he diapers me and gives me a bottle with milk in it and said I was now five months, younger than our son and he was going to call me in sick and make me go to bed early. Then he decided to be nice and let me go to work and not make me go to bed early. Now I know I can get him to change his mind if I beg but he told me he can be mean if he wants to be. I am afraid of that being true so I may not dare to test him to see if I can make him be mean. He also rubbed my diaper as he gave me my bottle.

Stuck in diapers

My Plan for Testing My Dad

An idea came to my head about testing my daddy to see how serious he is about this whole diaper thing. I want to see how far I can go with it. Hey kids do test their parents and I am just a baby girl so I am going to test my dad.

 

I did go in the bedroom today and I grabbed a pair of my panties. My dad pulled them out of my hands and tosses them back in the underwear pile. I grabbed them again and he kept grabbing them out of my hands. Then he threatened to spank me. I still grabbed them and moved away from him quick when he wasn’t looking and his feet hurt too much for him to even move. He told me he was going to hurt his foot if he has to move. I didn’t want to hurt him so I stopped. I decided tomorrow I will get ready earlier just to test him and see if I can make it to work wearing underwear.

At 3PM I will start getting ready for work. I know my dad will give me sex or a spanking or both but I really want to see how serious he is and how he can force me to stay in diapers. His feet hurt when he gets home and he can’t always change me but I want to see what he does despite all the pain he is in. How can he have sex with me, how is he going to grab me and go after me for putting on panties and not taking them off if he is unable to stand? 

I’d be very disappointed if I won. I will update later and tell you how it goes.

 

But as I was getting ready for work today, he decided to stand up despite in being in so much pain and decide to put the diaper on me when I was about to do it because he loves me.