Bambinos failing me

Twice, Classicos have been leaking on me. They did that last time too on my last batch. This is so disappointing. Either the design is now bad and the company has gotten cheap or my hip size has shrunk too much they are now too big. I am now down to 34 inches and the diapers are supposed to fit 32-40 waist/hip size. I always go by hip size because my waist size is smaller than my hips. Part of being a woman. I now need to invest in some plastic pants again and may need to get smaller sizes this time because I am not using cloth. I took them out of the plastic bags in the basement and they were all dirty so I washed them in the tub and hung them to dry. I actually rinsed them. I would only use them on diapers that fail me that are supposed to hold well. Mediums is the smallest size the company carries. They used to carry smalls but they stopped because of not enough demand and I am not going to put on weight again just so Bambinos will work with me. I do try to make them tight and now the tabs are pretty close together. They feel like a large now.

I had to come home and change my pants and I put on a pair of plastic pants that weren’t dirty and I put on a clean pair of pants. I did measure my thighs and legs and decided to go for 21 inches. That will help me figure out the size and I should measure my hips again with the diaper on to see what size to get.

My soaked Bambino

I had this on last night after I changed out of my last one and I woke up this morning and the diaper felt dry. I am not sure if I used it before going to sleep. I had to pee so I let loose and it was a big one and the diaper held it all when I flooded it. It felt nice and warm and I felt the warmth spread to the back of my diaper. Then I felt dry again a few minutes later.

Then later in the morning I peed in it again and it was another big one but not as long as the first one. I did about two more wettings in it but they were both small ones. The diaper held it all and I did feel wetness between my skin and the diaper on the front and back but there were no leaks. Then I changed when I got home when my dad and I tried to drop off a TV to recycle it but they were going to charge us 40 bucks for a small TV set. I didn’t realize they charged that much.

Here is my wet diaper (scroll down to see)  I made here. I need to drink more water given how yellow it is. You can tell how close to the sides the pee got to.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Back to Classicos

Because I had been wearing Bellisomis for nearly two months, the Classicos feel thin now. They also feel crappy now because I got to used to the Bellisimo I could wear it all day and through the night.

I got more diapers on the Bambino website but they were only doing the sales on the Dry Plus this time. I got two cases again, the X Plus kind. They are supposed to be good as the Classicos.

My diaper camel toe

This is me at work after I have finished working and this is a Bellissimo under my jeans. I am standing against the white wall in the bright room because the lights are fluorescent. It looks photo shopped because of the whiteness.

Smallest messy diaper

I did this on August 6th and I was going to upload it but I forgot so I am doing it now. I messed my diaper and then I changed the next day and it turned out the mess was not that big. It stuck to my butt and I had it fall off my bum into the diaper. It’s just two small turds and brown streak from the poo on the diaper. I did dump the turds in the toilet. I have been pooping small amounts lately for some reason. i do this off and on and then comes along the gas pains and diarrhea. I am hoping it won’t happen again this time.

[Imgur](http://i.imgur.com/wLu17nY.jpg?1)

Bellissimo

I had been wearing the same diaper from yesterday before work and it was really smelly from the pee. The diaper still felt comfortable but it was really wet in the middle where us females pee. Then I decided to get changed so I had my husband do it. Daughter was napping but our son was watching TV on the main floor so I went to the basement and he took my pajamas pants off and took off my diaper and then our son came in the room after my husband had taken the diaper off me. I don’t think he noticed because he didn’t say anything. My husband kicked him out and then he cleaned me up and we had to kick our son out several times and then he stayed out. My husband told him we will be right with him when we are done here so wait. Then he placed the diaper on me and got my pants back on. No sex because of no time. I wasn’t expecting to have it because our son was up. Then I carried the wet diaper upstairs to the bucket and put the wipes and rash cream back in my room. Then I emptied out the bucket and washed my hands and then went to my son for his attention and he never asked what we were doing which was good. That means he didn’t notice and if he asked, I wouldn’t have told him.

I got these diapers for $70 online from a person on ADISC and these things do hold a ton I can’t even fill them to full capacity or otherwise they start to smell real badly. I say these diapers are good for one a day, put one on when you get up and then wear it until the next morning when you get up. I would say that depends on how much you pee. They may be more expensive but they last longer and you go through less a day unless you poop.

Poopy diaper

I finally did a messy diaper in a while it feels like. I came home and I felt the urge to poop while I was sorting through my Build a Bear items and I pushed and some came out. Later I felt more coming so I stood up and pushed more out and felt it spread through my diaper. I also peed in it two more times and felt it go to the front. I wore plastic pants over them just in case they leaked. I wore it for the rest of the day. My dad and son noticed the smell and I blamed it on farts. Majora’s Mask from Gamefly came so I started playing it after I fed my daughter. My son watched me play it while my daughter played. Then after I got my Ocarina back, I saved the game and took my shower. I handed our daughter to my husband of course and I put the game in my son’s 3DS system and got his own file started. He had been asking me all this time if he could play it and I kept telling him no because it will be too hard for him. I gave in and decided to let him play anyway. He will see. I grabbed a clean diaper and headed to the bathroom and got undressed. Then I took off my diaper and this is what it looked like with two poops I did:

It was also over my butt and pussy (sorry, I didn’t take any photos) and I rolled the diaper up and put it in the bucket and got in the shower and washed the crap off. I even shit off about two pounds because I weighed myself and I was down to 126. I was 127.8 this morning and then it was 126.2. But then I had Velveeta mac and cheese. I tried to share with my son but he didn’t want any.

My messes are usually not this big unless I haven’t pooped in days. Then my body decides to have a big one after I have been doing tiny BMs. I have taken a stool softeners a few times but not every day.

They came

Today the diapers finally came and they were the right ones I got. I stuck the Abenas in my closet and the Classicos in the garage. I hard a knock at the door so I went downstairs to answer and it was the delivery guy. My Dad who was home asked me what came and I said it was something for me and he said nothing else. I had to sign my name and then I opened the boxes to make sure they were the right ones.

Diaper absorption variation

Molicare Super Plus are good diapers so they will never leak and will hold a lot. But I have had a batch where they kept leaking on me and didn’t have that many pees in them so they would leak before they should have so I either peed more than I realized or it was just a bad batch I have so they are not holding as much. But that is what happened with the last case and when I got Bambinos and they hold well but sometimes they will also leak on me too and I had a wet spot below my buttock and it was a wet circle but might not be noticeable. So I had to change.

Here is what the diaper looked like when it leaked and how wet it was:

An online friend asked me if I could start posting photos of my used diapers and I asked what ones and he said both so here is one of them:

This is how wet the inside of the diaper was.

Here it is all rolled up ready to be thrown away:

Here is where all the used diapers go:

My cloth ones used to go in there too and it was exclusively for cloth only until I had to switch to disposables full time

And here is me wearing the diaper under my child looking outfit:

I would do side and back images but then I look fat in them and I still have body image issues (where I still feel I am fat and look fat) and it’s tough taking selfies without showing too much detail or my face. The pants I have on are girls size 18 and the top is Juniors 1X.

Memorial Day

I decided it was time to send back Pokemon Rumble Blast. Gamefly does not have the like button for it and our $5 coupon expires on the 22nd of next month. I want to be able to use it. I have been wanting Majora’s Mask so I want to get it and keep it. I had only beaten that game once because it’s too long to play and it took me about three months to beat and you have to do Groundhog Day because you only have three days to do the missions and beat the temples before the moon falls so that means doing some missions again and beating the bosses again but at least you don’t have to do the temples all over again.

Today was Memorial Day so my husband dumped this on me at the last minute about the BBQ at *Artie’s place. I was in the middle of looking at Street Fighter IV for 3DS on youtube because I was trying to decide if I should get the game or not and I already have it on PS3 but I wanted to see if both versions were the same, the levels. I like to do research on games I am thinking about so I can decide if I want to buy it or not. On gamefly I don’t have to do that because I can just add a game to my Q and get it and if I don’t like it, I can just send it right back. I can do the same for Gamestop too.

I had to change and I was poopy so it took a bunch of wipes to clean up. I don’t mind the clean up anymore. I do have a diaper rash I have had for the past few days so I always put rash cream over the sore spots and this is what it looks like:

(warning: may be graphic, it’s just a shot of my butt)

I discovered I could use my 3Ds to take photos and use imgur thanks to Reddit and we lost our camera but hopefully it will show up and my laptop doesn’t have a SD card port and I always forget to use my husband’s computer to upload. I am sure I can remove the SD card from my 3DS and upload the photos to the computer. I am still computer illiterate. It just came to my head this month that I can use my 3DS to upload photos to Imgur and post them here so you might start seeing photos in this blog now but not any face shots or any details of my home or of my kids and my husband and parents, etc.

I got finished getting changed and then dressed and my husband got ready and the he went out to water the garden he made and I got my kids dressed and her in a fresh diaper and my mom came home and she did some cleaning despite that I had done some cleaning this morning too. I also cleaned my room by sweeping and picking up my kid’s toys. Then we left to go to Artie’s and my in laws and my sister in law couldn’t make it because they didn’t have any money for gas. Plus my brother in law is using their car because he is trying to get a new job and he is also getting a used car so he had to borrow from us to get the title. He needs a car for work. Then he always pays us back with his tax return money. Artie and his wife had hamburgers, hot dogs, vegetables and dip, chips, baked beans, and chicken. I only had baked beans and my daughter ate, my son refused to have anything except for a banana they offered. They also played poker and we won 25 bucks which goes towards our trip. I didn’t play, I just read a chapter of 50 Shades of Gray and I played my 3DS and Artie’s 16 year old son played one of my DS games but not very long and we talked. It was about how long they had been living in the house, how old it is, when they added on to it, when my son was three months old and he made funny faces at him and he thought it was funny so it taught me to make those faces too to make him laugh. I copied. He also looked at my 3DS/DS games I had in the case. My son played outside with one other kid who is three years older than him and my son is almost as tall as him and he is only four. My daughter just crawled around and played. I got tired from being there, literally tired, so I felt like I was falling asleep so I told my husband I was leaving and he had me bring the kids with. It wasn’t hard getting my son to leave, I told him it was time to go and he went with me but he was upset he lost his candy my husband got him at a gas station on the way but he got over it. Then when I came home, I felt exhausted so I relaxed on the computer and then all of a sudden I had energy to go outside with my son when he brought up the swing I bought for my daughter a week ago and I had forgotten about it. I put my shoes on and took it outside and hung it and put my daughter in it. I pushed them both in their swing and my daughter leaned way too far in her swing and tipped and I caught her before she could fall out. That is why you don’t leave a baby unattended in the swing. She liked the swing and laughed as she rode in it. Then I was done and brought her inside and got her ready for bed.

My husband got a ride home from one of Artie’s kids and he played on my husband’s computer while my son laid in bed to go to sleep. I let him watch TV until past nine and I turned it off and put music on for him instead. I had him lay in my bed because I didn’t want him to disturb his sister and wake her up or keep her awake because my son can be loud. Then she woke up so I had to feed her and she only had a banana. She nearly ate the whole thing so I got her hands cleaned up and her tray and put her back to bed. But she started crying and I let her because she didn’t want to go to sleep so my dad decided to rock her and then he put her down and she went back yo crying again so I told him to just let her cry. She did and then went to sleep. She had been fed, already had her bottle and he put a clean diaper on her so what else was there to cry about? Sometimes you have to let your baby cry itself to sleep and I know this is controversial because not everyone believes you should let a baby cry to sleep. I am not saying you should ignore them if they are scared or sick or wet or messy or hungry, if they are crying just because they are having a fit because they don’t want to go to sleep, that is different to just let them cry it out. Sometimes I let her fall asleep in my lap and then I put her in her crib after she had been crying for a while and because she is wide awake.

I would say today was better because I got stressed out from yesterday due to too much noise and chaos. My husband had his mom and sister come over and his brother and my son was all hyper and running around and whining so I got over stimulated and so much demands being thrown at me. Then I had a little outburst and my mom asked me why am I so angry and I said I was too stimulated so she had to help me out. But today was calmer because it was just us at home and mom was at work and dad and my brother were still on their trip and my son spent most of his time on his 3DS watching youtube or playing Super Mario DS or Monster Hunter 4 demo and he was calm and my daughter wasn’t fussy and she took a long nap so it was quiet around here. I wish everyday was like this, all peace and quiet and no fussy baby and no whiny son or hyperactive so I was more calm and relaxed.

Oh and bonus picture:

(warning: crotch shot and it may be graphic because a little part of my breasts show)

This is me in a clean Bambino before leaving for the BBQ.