A couple videos

I decided to show off my diaper here while my kids were in school. It’s a little wet and I also show not my so perfect body and the inside of my diaper.

 

 

This is my diaper bag I got at Goodwill and it’s also my purse too. My son calls it a diaper bag and I asked him why did does he keep calling it that and he told me “It looks like a diaper bag.” I shot this right before I left for work. Things I have kept in it were wipes and rash cream, plastic bag, umbrella, padlock, my Nintendo Switch and its carry case, original Nintendo DS and its carry case with charger, and I also put my phone in there. It can get pretty heavy. It’s obviously a purse because you can see the slots for where you put your credit cards. I sometimes get asked in stores by cashiers they have to hold the bag behind the counter. Yes it has my wallet in it and my phone but it will be there when I pay or leave and I can ask for it then when I am buying something.

Playing with my Loose skin

Residual of having kids. My belly looks perfect postpartum but when I pull on it, you realize how loose it actually is because of how far out I can pull it and how I can make it look like belly fat and have it hang out of the diaper and then it bounces back to normal. Then my daughter comes in the room so I had to stop the video and pull my shirt down. You can hear the door opening and that was her entering.

 

The video should start after clicking the link. I got this idea after seeing a couple youtube videos of former fat people pulling on their skin to show how far they can stretch it and theirs were a lot stretchier than mine. The most I have ever weighed my whole life was up to around 170 and that was in 7th grade. I was playing with my belly fat then too. So maybe some of my loose skin on my belly is from when I weighed more and then lost the weight because I didn’t like my body and how big I was so I stopped snacking for the taste of food and eating just to feel the texture and the taste and I stopped going for seconds during meals and walked more and dropped to 150 by 8th grade and stayed there until age 15. My weight had gone up and down since and I am hoping to keep it down this time.