Is WordPress after us now?


First it was Tumblr removing ABDL content due to their change of policy so many ABDLs shut down their blogs. I still kept my Tumblr page up since all I do is repost ABDL pictures or themed ones or reblog ABDL stuff. I haven’t gone there in a while so it’s pretty much dead.

Now I see baby Emma had her wordpress ( suspended. She also had 3 other WordPress blogs too and they were all suspended. Has WordPress changed their TOS now and are they now going after ABDL blogs?

I just looked through my links and saw two dead ones, (one was private) so I removed them both. I have not gone though all my following blogs lists yet but the abdlgirl one is still there.

So if this blog disappears, that would be WordPress suspending it. But I will still be at Twitter, Dailydiapers, Adisc and some other websites.

Daddy gave me a bath

Someone finally got me something off my Amazon wishlist and it was Rearz Princess diapers. I did some special photos just for him and a video as a thank you.

I put my 2nd one on last night and I didn’t wet it till this morning after I got up. I had two Red Bulls this morning that were 8 oz cans.* But traffic was bad this morning because someone was walking along the freeway shoulder and they got hit this morning and the city closed both ramps so it put more traffic on the roads making it backed up. I even called my kids’ school to let them know they might be late and the lady staff person said they had gotten calls from some of their employees too so nothing to worry about.

But diapers do come in handy because on the way back, I had to pee and it was uncomfortable too. Red Bulls will make me pee. I peed twice on the way back and they were big ones. Then I had another one when I got back and I pooped and it smelled bad so my daddy gave me a bath. He undressed me and gave me a bubble bath and showed me some toys and washed me the way he used to when our kids were little. Last time he had given me a bath was when we were in our apartment and then we moved and it changed everything because my parents were here and then our son got older and then we had another child. Now they are both in school all day. That means I only need to do one trip now instead of two and I am using less gas now so that will save us some money and I bet that extra money I would have been spending on gas would pay for their school lunches we have to buy now. Plus that extra money we have now we used to use to pay for preschool. Before that, I used to buy an extra case of diapers whenever there would be a sale going on which happens around every Holiday. Instead of buying one case, it was two cases. Now I only buy one which is every month now I buy them instead of every 2-3 months.

Daddy washed my whole body and he washed my hair even though I showered last night. Then he dried me off and he diapered me and got me dressed again back in my outfit and he put my hair in pigtails. He also made me wear it out of the house like that. No one said anything about my hair so that means no one cares and maybe because keep this town weird. Then he made me my lunch and it was a TV dinner, Sponegbob version and he gave me a cup of milk. I don’t normally eat TV dinners because they are small and high in calorie but Daddy bought it for me when he last went grocery shopping and he bought it for all his kids and I didn’t have mine yet. And because of that, I ended up having two tacos for dinner and then I was full. I would have normally had one but I think it was because of that TV dinner because it was so small so it wasn’t enough.

*I know I said I was going to lay off the Red Bulls but caffeine addiction is so real I have had caffeine withdrawls several times already when I go too long without. I just get a bad headache and it feels someone had hit me there. At least it’s caffeine and not drugs or cigarettes or tobacco or street drugs. My mom even seems to be encouraging my addiction because she told me on the phone I was having a caffiene withdrawl and to have a Rockstar. But then she said it was my choice and I could have that or get some Tylenol.

In the doctor’s office

I went to see my new doctor to get to know each other. I had been there twice already but I saw different doctors then, one for my ear because I was having tinnitus in it and it felt like I had a ear plug in my ear because the sound was muffled in that ear. The other one was to get my IUD replaced.

But anyway, she checked my blood pressure and my temperature. She also asked me about my family and employment and asked me about exercise, my IUD and periods and childbirth and any past surgeries, and medical questions and she had pulled up my medical history. One she asked me about was convulsions and I said that was back in 6th grade when I was having seizures because of the side affects of the medicine I was on. I was on different meds then and I guess when they both mixed, it created the side affect of a seizure. I did hear how mixing different pills can cause other medical issues so I think that was the case. So my parents had to take me off all my pills.

She also checks my heart and breathing. She had to lift the back of my shirt up to put the stethoscope. Most doctors just do it over the shirt. I knew the back of my diaper was peeking over my pants and she didn’t say anything about it. Then she had me lay down and was checking my tummy and had to lift my shirt again and then she brought up my diaper but she called it a brief. I was too nervous to even correct her.

She starts asking me all these questions and I be honest about it. She asked if I leak and I say sometimes. She asked me how often I wear them and if it’s sometimes or when I am out of the house or all the time and I say “all the time.” She also asked when I leak, when I cough or laugh and I realized where this was going so I say “I don’t have any incontinent issues, I just like to wear them.” She goes “Okay, that means I won’t give you another pill then” and she moves on like nothing happened.

Then I was discharged and given my check out papers.

My Attends Premier review

I ordered a pack of them from llmedico back in July. I wore them and I thought they held well like a premium diaper but there were some problems with it.

The wetness feeling:

Often times I felt like my pants were damp but the diaper itself would be dry on the outside so it’s not like I peed through it.

The smell:

The odor control is very poor so they smell terribly before they even leak or have full use out of them and this isn’t even the end of the day. My mom had to tell me to go change and that she had smelled it for a while and can’t handle it anymore. I didn’t smell it so bad odor control.

The sag:

They easily sagged when wet.

I would consider these if they also have them available in plastic shell.

Gone for two weeks

It’s that time of year again where I will be going to Montana. We used to go for the 4th of July but for the last couple summers it’s been August. I didn’t go in 2015 because we went out to Wisconsin instead for my aunt’s wedding reception, I didn’t go in 2017 because we went to the coast instead and my son went out to Montana with my parents and me and my husband took our daughter with us to the beach. But this will be the second year we go in August and this time I took two weeks off instead of one week. I found out I had 28 vacation days so I took two weeks off instead of all those days.

Because ll medico sent me the wrong size diapers, I won’t be getting the right ones till Tuesday and I would be gone by then so I have no choice but to bring my pack up diapers with and bring some liners too for inserts and I still have two unopened packs of ABUs so I will use those too, and I have those crappy Attends diapers and I know I will have to fit all that in my trunk. My suitcase with my kids’ suitcases since they are riding with me because my parents are taking my nephews with them and my brother will meet them out there. Plus my kids will be packing toys and I have a bad to pack too with my stuff and I will need to fit those diapers so I told me kids they can only bring what they can fit in front of their seats. My daughter already has her toys in there because she had left them in there because she likes to bring some with whenever we leave the house and she leaves them in the car. I had to clean it out and I put all her toys in a black bag I found and she left her pink Barbie case in there too.

Even if I do run out of diapers on the trip, there is always Walgreens and I can buy some there. I always see adult diapers there, the tabbed ones. I once had to buy a pack there in Wisconsin and I ended up having to throw them out because I couldn’t fit them all in my suitcase and bag. I hope someone else had taken them before a trash collector came. But right now I think I will try and jam as much as I can in my trunk. I also hope I will find good diapers again at a thrift store there in town like I have last time. I will also bring scented trash bags to keep my room from smelling.

One thing I won’t be having for sure is Redbulls. No Redbulls on the road trip or it might make me want to do a poo. I will just use a 5 hr energy. I might have one at the lakehouse if I happen to see one at a store but save it till I get home so I won’t end up doing a public poo. Every time I have a red Bull, I always poop if I haven’t pooped in days. My husband thinks it’s a coincidence because he doesn’t think it makes you poop but I think it does because it always happens after I have had one.

So folks, whenever your diaper order comes, always open the package and not wait until you are ready to use them. You gotta be sure they are the right order so you have diapers by the time you need them so you aren’t stuck with crappy ones. I still have my cloth ones too and they are also for back up. But this was not a good time for that mistake but my bad for not opening the package.

Ouch my butt

I took my kids for a free swim the other day because my son has been wanting to go swimming. I took both kids there and I parked on the street in a neighborhood and walked there because their parking lot is full and last time we were there, we got lucky there was only one parking space left. I didn’t really want to go in there again and not find a parking spot so I parked in a nearby neighborhood.

I wasn’t planning on swimming but it turned out I had to be in the pool anyway because their rule is a child under 48 inches has to be with an adult and my daughter is just under it. They actually measure small kids in the line to see if they are tall enough or not to swim alone and then they put a bracelet on them and they put it on the parent too. Good thing I did bring my swimming suit and 3 towels.

I had to throw my diaper away I had on and I had it on since last night and it was barely used. Since I change once a day anyway, it wasn’t really a waste.

I went diaperless and used my continent privilege. If I were incontinent, we would have had to go home and my kids would have been so disappointed.

My son played by himself and found some random boys to play with and they did water basketball. My daughter spent most of her time going down the little slide and I swam with her. But when I sat on the bottom of the pool, I sat on something hard and it was not comfortable. I wondered what was I sitting on and I felt down there and the surface was flat and I felt where the pain was coming from and I felt some hard bones down there on my bottom. Ouch, did I really lose this much weight it now hurts to sit on hard surfaces? I am always wearing diapers so I already have padding and I sit in soft chairs mostly. I sat in a hard chair at Barnes & Noble and felt no pain but that is because I have on a diaper so that gives me padding. I could feel my butt bones in my butt and it felt very weird. They were sore for the rest of the day from sitting on them. I am always joking about if I lose more weight, I would have to carry a pillow with me everywhere, I guess I don’t have to because I have on a cushion already, my diaper. Hey another advantage here to wearing diapers.

Finally pooped in public

Yesterday I was going through some junk on the table we use as a computer desk. I toss things in recycling after going through it and I find Summer Free For All flyer book. I had forgotten about it I picked up at the library or at Barnes & Noble. I look inside it and see when places do free swimming, doing free lunches, etc. closest to our house. I decided to take the kids to one of the nearest parks. But I had to take my husband to the store first. He had to get more weed. He smokes it for his feet pain. I remember when he first started smoking it and I wasn’t thrilled. I didn’t like the smell for one and I didn’t want to smell it in our apartment and smell like it. Plus it was illegal back then and he was committing a crime and doing a drug and I thought he was going to become a drug addict. And I thought he was going to fry his brains and I didn’t want a incompetent husband now.

Since he was going to get weed, I would mind as well get a Red Bull. The store we stopped at didn’t have milk that is right next to the dispensary place so we had to go to the grocery store which took us longer.

Ever since weed has been legalized, dispensary places had popped up all over but it also gave us more money to splurge because it made it cheaper. I did vote for that to be legalized for the sake of my husband and I wasn’t surprised it passed.

But anyway my husband disagrees Red Bulls make you poop because he said it didn’t have the same stuff coffee has and coffee makes you poop. I asked him if he thinks it’s a coincidence then I have always pooped after drinking it and he said it might be what it does to my stomach so it gives me a bowel movement. He thought maybe I should go to a doctor for it and I said I was fine with pooping after a Red Bull. I will just have one if I hadn’t pooped in days.

So we come home and I am drinking my Red Bull and it’s a big 20 oz can. I always drink sugar free ones. I have 5 calorie drinks too my husband buys. I don’t really measure the drink when I pour it because it’s low calorie so I am not worried how many servings I put in my cup. I will not drink other drinks because of calories so I always stuck with water, now I have low calorie drinks. My Red Bulls range from 5 calorie to 20 calories depending on the size. Then boy do I always poop but not each time but most of the time. Then I am pooping again that day or daily and then I go days of not pooping.

I get home and I do my game first and take the kids to the park and I take my drink with. I also make sure I bring my rash cream and wipes since I was sure I might do a poop because I could already feel my body trying to make one. I knew there were not lot of people at the park because of how open it is. My phone was also half full because I didn’t keep it charged all night.

They had free lunch there and my daughter didn’t want any and my son was too picky to even want it. I told them they didn’t need to eat and they could just play instead. I have my drink while I watch them play and my son makes me go down the slide. I also take some photos of them and I finish my drink and soon my poop makes it’s way out and I just stand aside and away from everyone on the edge of the sidewalk and poop without even squatting. They had a restroom there and I looked at it first making sure it was open and I could actually change in there if I poop.

I pooped and I smelled nothing so I held off changing and kept peeing and deciding to just let all my pee come out first before I change. I didn’t sit down and refused to because I didn’t want to make a bigger mess and have a bigger mess to clean up and I pushed my daughter on the swing in my messy diaper and no one knew I had shat myself. I just carried on and took more photos and then soon I decided I better change before we leave because I don’t want to leak when I sit.

I changed in the restroom and had the diaper over my pants still and I still dribbled after I took it off. I even used the wipe and dumped the poo in the toilet because it looked like it was going to fall out of my diaper. I didn’t want it in my pants so I tossed it in the toilet. I cleaned myself up with my daughter calling me and I kept saying I was in the bathroom. I don’t ever say I am getting changed or changing my diaper.

I am not sure how long it took to clean up but the mess wasn’t bad and the poop was firm but wet from the pee. I didn’t really smell it either. I put on a fresh diaper but it was a Sun Mate and it doesn’t hold much but it holds better than Good Nurse. Plus it’s a lot thinner too and it sags when wet so not very comfortable but they are just used as temporary diaper until I change into something better. I knew I would change out of it before work.

I stuck my used diaper in the plastic bag and tossed it in the public trash can in the park that was right across the pathway from the restroom and I washed my hands. I didn’t pee again for the rest of the time I was at the park after changing. I hear you pee more when you are wet until you are into a fresh diaper, it’s a psychological thing.

No one noticed what I threw away and I got over what strangers may see or what they may think. I also didn’t bother tying the bag because it was an enclosed trash can where it has the hole on the side and a cover over the can to avoid any illegal dumping. But it doesn’t stop people from throwing their trash in there from their car or throwing trash away in there individually when illegal dumping. That means touching the garbage to throw it all way than tossing the whole bag in there.

My son was playing in the sand when I decided it was time to go and I was hungry anyway because I didn’t have a fork with me to eat my salad my husband had bought me. Lot of it was just lettuce with little meat and some cheese and tomato. I refuse to have any salad dressings because of calories and a salad can be 800 calories depending on how much dressing you use and what you put in it. But I will gladly have a salad as a meal and nothing else because it can be 300 calories or 480. I don’t worry about how many calories are in it if it doesn’t have too much stuff and no dressing.

So that was my day at the park and crapping myself in public and it didn’t smell. No toilets for me so this is what I am doing now. Always keep a diaper with me and wipes and rash cream, even if I had just changed because my body could decide to troll me. “You just changed into this diaper, I think I will make a bowel movement happen and you will now have to use the toilet or crap yourself and have a shitty time or risk getting constipated by holding it for too long.” So far that hasn’t happened yet except for at home but I would always use the toilet then to save on a diaper.

I also didn’t get a itchy pussy again so that means I didn’t get turned on that time changing it. Maybe it was because there were kids around and my brain didn’t want to get turned on because of kids even though I was in the restroom. Plus it was a public place with people. No orgasms either in the fresh diaper. Everything was just normal.

I guess I had crapped around grown ups finally even though they were not near me and were too busy with their kids. I still felt normal after I went. I did sniff down my shirt a few times and smelled nothing. I am pretty sure someone would have to be right next to me touching me to smell it or be in my butt but no one gets that close to a human when the place isn’t even crowded and there is too wide open space.

Everything has still been going good since not using any toilets and only use my diapers for everything since that is what 24/7 is all about. I remember predicting a few years ago that I would be doing everything in my diapers in another ten years and crapping in them any time. Back then I was still having trouble going in them and my poo was still too hard and I could only do it fine when it was real soft. Now I can do it with firm poop so I decided to try the next step, no toilets. Plus I haven’ noticed the smell much and only sometimes it will smell. I still wouldn’t want to poop in a crowded area or near someone in case it smells.

I did change into a fresh diaper before work because the other one leaked on me and I also pooped again when I got home. My husband didn’t notice the smell until I asked him and that was because he looked for it and got near me even though he was sitting next to me and he noticed it. But he didn’t noticed it before until I asked him. So there you have it folks, people are not going to notice the smell unless they know you crapped yourself. How will they not notice, keep it to yourself and just carry on what you are doing and no one will know.

Orgasm in my diaper

This doesn’t happen often where I have an orgasm. I don’t feel it and my body doesn’t react to it but I know I have one when I feel a cool breeze down there or when I feel wetness. It is not the same wetness as urine because urine feels different and plus the wetness doesn’t stay to my skin when I pee. But when I orgasm, it doesn’t absorb into the diaper and it stays on my skin so I feel wetness.

Last night I had to change before bed because I leaked a little in my Galatic diaper. I took it off right before bed and my private part itches so I scratch it with a baby wipe while cleaning myself up. My husband says it itches when I am turned on. So I guess I get turned on then changing my diaper. I only rub it because of the itch. I do the same with my bites too from spiders and mosquitoes.

I rub myself there with a wipe and then it is wrecked and I throw it away with the diaper and put on a Crinklz. It felt nice to be fresh again and after I crawled into bed, I was wet down there and I knew it wasn’t pee.

I pleasure myself in bed and enjoy the fresh diaper and thick diaper on me. I even feel the wetness going up my butt. Did I orgasm more?

I never feel myself squirting or climaxing. I looked it up on my phone and it said every woman experiences an orgasm differently and not every woman is going to feel it or know she had one. I also read each woman would have to try different things to make themselves have one and figure out what makes them have one. I don’t even try to make myself have one and don’t care for them.

I remember my mom telling me I have had one before as a young child and that was why I probably masturbated a lot. I wondered if it’s even possible for a pre puberty child to orgasm so I looked it up and I saw parents saying their toddler had one so I guess little kids can have one too. I don’t remember any wetness in my crotch as a young child but I remember masturbating and not understanding why my mom was calling it naughty and telling me to stop so it got me to be sneaky about it but she would always keep catching me because she would come in my room without knocking and tell me to stop. I would stop every time the door would open but she still knew what I was doing. Then I would pause and stop whenever I heard foot steps coming near the door so I would have more time to get my blanket out from between my legs and get out of bed. If I was already in bed for sleep, both legs would be under the covers. But I never got wetness down there. To this day, I still don’t get the big fuss about it because it wasn’t like I was doing it in the sun room or in public or in school. If you really don’t want to see your kid doing it, knock for god’s sake but my mom never learned lol. She used to hate feeling my diaper too but continued patting me down there. She was doing that before I even started wearing them. She didn’t stop until I was in my mid twenties. I guess she finally got the hint and it took her like 9 years for her to learn.

Funny story, when I was 15, I went in my parents bedroom without knocking, I saw my mom was on top of my father and I stopped midway while asking a question and I saw my mom’s hairy butt crack and I apologize and slam their door and run to my room. I was expecting to be screamed at but my parents were laughing. I sure hell learned to knock next time their door is closed. Why is it that I learned my lesson so quickly but not my mother? Mmmm. Even when she reasurred me they were not doing it and she was just sitting on top of him, I still learned my damn lesson. 12 years later, she tells me they were having it. I told her why did she lie about it then and she said I would have then start trying to catch them. Like she thinks I would want to see my parents having sex.

I stopped pleasuring myself when I grabbed my son’s llama he gave me to use. It’s soft and fluffy and more comfortable on my skin than my other stuffed animals. Then I felt back to normal again. I guess the llama was the off button for sexual.