Tena Slip Maxi cloth like

I got some Tena European diapers from Reddit for cheap. It all cost me $67 total for three packs. Two Super and one Maxi. I am wear the Maxi one and the print on them is different than on the old ones. I have heard some bad reviews about them saying they don’t hold in the odor well and they sag and don’t hold as much as the old ones. I never had an issue with cloth like so I decided to give them a try than being disappointed. I put one on it feels nice and soft even though they are thin but they still felt nice like I still had on a diaper. I didn’t pee in it until this morning when I got up and the diaper held it and I have had it on all day and peed in it a couple more times and then I had to poop so I pooped and then peed at the same time and the diaper still held. So far I have not felt any sagging and there is no bunching and no odor. They have not loosened up yet as I have seen some say online in their complaints. I think I would stick with these if they were not so expensive. Molicare Super Plus have been bunching up and sagging for me like the Abena M4.

AB/DL quiz

Have you ever done any of these things as an AB/DL?

[X]Wear a diaper
[X]Wear a diaper to work/school
[ ]Wear just a diaper outside
[ ]Wear just a diaper in front of someone
[X]Wear a diaper in front of a family member
[X]Told a family member you wear diapers
[X Told your spouse or S/O that you wear diapers
[X]Told your spouse or S/O you like to wear diapers
[ ]Told a close friend you wear/like diapers
[X] Have your diaper changed by someone of opposite sex
[ ] Have your diaper changed by someone of the same sex
[X]Shaved your pubic area
[ ]Shaved someone elses pubic area
[ ]Have infant print diapers/plastic pants
[X]Gone to a party wearing diapers
[ ]Gone to a party wearing just a diaper or baby clothes
[X]Wear disposables
[X]Own a cloth diaper(s)
[X]Own a pair or pairs of plastic pants
[X]Own and wear infant/toddler clothes, (ie. onesies, rompers, shortalls)
[X]Own a pacifier
[X]Own a baby bottle
[X]Met with other diaper lovers for an afternoon/evening
[X Spent a weekend/overnight with other diaper lovers.
[X]Peed in your diapers
[X]Had a diaper leak in a public setting, that was noticeable
[X]Messed in your diapers
[X]Messed your diapers in public
[X]Had a picture taken taken of you in just diapers
[ ]Had a picture taken outside in just your diapers
[X]Desire to stay in diapers forever

Last question!
What is your mental age while wearing diaper (the same, I’m not retarded and I would say adult since my overall IQ is average according to my medical report from 5th grade)

Telling your Doctor


Apparently you should tell your doctor about your fetish if you have mental issues. I am also diagnosed with anxiety and OCD and I never feel comfortable talking about my problems. Plus I don’t think I want diapers written in their patient reports about me because they type stuff in there as you speak to them. Also apparently you can get a DX for diapers if you tell them how you mentally need them so they give you a prescription automatically. No thanks. I would feel I am being dishonest and cheating the system. I have always lost the diaper and wore pull ups to the office even though I did lie in the office about why I was wearing one. I wasn’t going to tell her I like wearing them and how I wear full protection diapers and I wear pull ups to the doctors to hide it. I also wonder if anyone in that thread has any kids under age 18 who have told their doctor that are not even incontinent.

Eight fun games narcissists like to play (and one they can’t play).

LOL hilarious article about games narcissists play.

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Here are eight games that are lots of fun for one of the players: the narcissist who initiates them. And like the overgrown babies they are, if you refuse to play or appear to be winning their game, they will pout, whine or throw a tantrum until you concede or let them win. This is a humorous yet serious look at the many games narcissists like to play, from the website The Narcissistic Life. Don’t play these games. Let them sulk and whine all by their widdle selves. Take the ball and go home.

Games Narcissists Play
Written by Alexander Burgemeester

Narcissists are masters at playing mind games. They play to win and take no prisoners. They are poor losers and if they don’t win they will often react in a fit of rage and stomp away like a little child. The only way for the other person to win…

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Four Years Now

I have had this blog up for four years now. A lot has changed in the last four years. When I had first started this, I was going through a lot of anxiety because of my husband’s medical condition, I was shutting down and not functioning well, our son was only a year old and we were still living in our 900 sq foot apartment. My husband was working full time then and we were not getting any money from Social Security for our son or for him.

We live in a house now, my husband is now disabled and no longer works, my mom will retire next year in 2017 because she feels ready and because of her own medical condition, and my dad still works.

Our son is five and he has gotten a lot better thanks to help he has been getting in school and his awaiting evaluation appointment is set up for June 6th because he will be in kindergarten next year and developmentally delay isn’t counted as a disability to get support through IEP in our state and my mom thinks the category they are using for him is too extreme and broad even my own aunt who is a retired special ed teacher also agrees it’s inappropriate and says you can still get an IEP for ADD and anxiety which my mom thinks is what our son has so thus the upcoming evaluation.

I am still working the same job and I sleep on the couch now because my bedroom was moved to the basement so our kids could have their own rooms now and my husband snores so I sleep on the couch because of it, my husband has a toothache and right now we need to work on dental insurance so he can get that fixed so he isn’t using his sleep apnea machine or else it will hurt his face because it presses on the pain.

Our kids got to fly for the very first time and we went to Wisconsin last summer using our tax return money and my mom’s family got to see the kids and my grandparents. Sadly our son can’t even remember the flight.

I have had my wallet stolen by some guy but he didn’t get much from me thank god and it turned into a funny situation actually but two months later I got lot of my stuff back that was in my wallet because it was mailed to us finally and the only cards that were missing were my bus pass and my debit and expired credit card and the Homestreet card, and my Target debit card and some other card that came with it wasn’t even mine and it was someone’s nursing license.

My husband has given up on his feet because doctors told him there isn’t anything else they can do about it after medications have stopped working with him he took for pain and health insurance won’t cover pain clinics. But he no longer uses a cane since he is no longer working. He uses pot now for his feet. That started in our apartment about the same year I had started this blog and I had issues with it at first because of the smell and I didn’t want it around me and I didn’t want to smell like pot and have our son smell like it too. Also our state has legalized it so I can mention it now, yay. I did vote for it too for the sake of my husband because his license to use it expired and he never renewed it so now he isn’t using it illegally anymore.

Our daughter will be two next month and she still isn’t interested in potty training but has showed signs

We do get Social Security for both our children and my husband and I still receive it too for my own mental/neurological problems while he receives his for his medical issues and neurological.

I still wear diapers 24/7 and my kids have seemed to have forgotten about it so that’s good. That’s because I don’t let them see me in them anymore.

I have been practicing spanking on my husband sometimes and he seems to like it

I also have a new computer so I use Pidgin for messenger

I don’t streetpass much anymore because I have lot of the stuff completed in the plaza games and have all the panels completed except for the newest one. I also don’t go to the bookstore anymore and read before work or after and I don’t buy ebooks anymore because I have too many to read to catch up on. All I was doing was just hoarding and it was a waste of my money when I could be spending it on other things like on my theme background for my 3DS or on eshop games.

I do Nintendo Badge Arcade now and Pokemon Shuffle on a daily basis and I also do Pokemon Picross everyday to earn 9 picrites and I play Miitomo everyday to earn ten points for My Nintendo. I have also been playing Mario and Luigi Paper Jam and have made it to the final battle Bowser and I have been playing Zelda Picross and have almost all the regular puzzles completed.

I don’t feel the daddy and little girl much between my husband and I because we spend most of our time apart. He is by himself and I am by myself with the kids.

I still do writing.

My parents still live with us.

My dad’s mother and his brother have both died. My uncle’s funeral will be this July so I have requested time off to be there and plus I will get to see Montana again and my old home town and the town I used to work in.

I have noticed a big difference between my daughter and son. My daughter can do more than what our son did at this age and she babbles a lot. I also don’t nurse her anymore because I got tired of her on my boob and it was starting to feel funny to me so I started to give her sippy cups instead and she is weaned now but will still want my boob sometimes.

I have worn different brands of diapers and never stuck with the same brands. Right now these Molicare Super Plus diapers suck because they keep bunch up and getting uncomfortable when wet. I hope these are just defective ones because I never had this issue before and I do admit they feel a little stiff so they could just be due to age and no wonder diapers expire.

And I have started this blog last August which I call My World where I put all my none AB/DL content.

So four years and lots of changes that have happened since I started this blog.









Ordered more diapers again

It’s been a while since I have bought more diapers from online. Last time I remember ordering a case was ATN and it was from someone on Reddit. Now that I am out of X Plus diapers from Bambino and I am down to a few DC Amor diapers and I am using Tena Smalls (North American version), I decided to order more finally. I got Molicare Super Plus again and I only bought one case this time knowing that Bambino will do another sale around Easter and I will check out the prices then. Daddy still talks about potty training me sometimes.

Our credit card was hacked so I had to use my husband’s credit card so it felt like I was a kid again when he handed me his credit card like he was my dad and I couldn’t remember my own password to my own paypal account so I couldn’t log into my own and switch paypal accounts on my ebay account. For some reason it was showing my husband’s account and he doesn’t have Paypal credit on his like I do on mine so he had me use his credit card instead to pay to save me the hassle of trying to figure out my password.

Bad rash

Thank god I am not incontinent. I have a pretty bad rash on my bottom because I didn’t use rash cream again due to laziness. Plus I didn’t wipe either because I didn’t want to go looking for wipes so I developed a rash on Friday while I was at work. I came home and took the diaper off and the rash was pretty bad so I put rash cream on it and when I wet my new diaper a little bit, my bottom started to sting again so I took the diaper off and chucked it on the floor by the couch where I was sleeping. Today I went the whole day not diapered because I was airing out my bottom and I spent all night last night sleeping with my pajamas and Always Discreet pulled part way down so my bottom would hair out. I am butt naked again under my pants so my bottom can air out but it’s a pain to feel the urge to pee feeling in my bladder due to no diaper. No matter how many times I squeeze the urine out of me, the feeling comes back a few minutes later. Drats time to hit the toilet again. I can’t stand this anymore.