I am not a religious person, I am in fact an atheist. That means I don’t believe there is a god and he is a made up story tale like Santa Claus and I also don’t believe in religion.
But some people use religion to cope with the unknown or use it to cope with bad situations or to deal with grief. Even religion seems to be common in death row inmates because they live every day in their cell not knowing if someone will come up to them and tell them their death warrant had been signed and they are scheduled to be executed. They have no idea if they will even be alive the following year either. Some terminally ill patients may even use religion to deal with their upcoming death and their family members and their partner.
Lets pretend I am indeed religious. I lost my Onlyfans page so I decide to use religion. This is how I would deal with the unknown, my grief over losing my revenue. This was god’s way of telling me I was taking myself for granted and not giving myself enough credit for my content because I was being too cheap by charging everyone 5 bucks and then only 3 bucks. for a subscription. Most creators charge a lot more than that and charge very low when they want to make more money so they get more subscribers and make more sales. I don’t believe in greed, I don’t believe in money grubbing. I believe in going out and getting a job and work and gigs are just gigs. It makes sense to charge a lot if it costs you supplies to make it, plus shipping and all that. But I am only shooting videos and photos and that costs me nothing. I have been called a socialist. To me if I am getting plenty of money to live comfortably, I don’t need to ask for more. Most businesses will go “gimme gimme gimme, more, more, more” even though they were making plenty of money already, enough to pay their employers and enough to pay to maintain their buildings and lot of people will complain about businesses being greedy. If Netflix decided to add in some extra charges like you now have to rent movies on their stream service, you bet that will cause lot of backlash and that will give them loss in revenue because people would be cancelling their subscription. That is what greed can do.
Nintendo jumped on the bandwagon to start charging people to play online and lot of people were pissed. They used to not charge and then decided to. But luckily they are cheap about it. But it is still greed. Reminds me in a Bearenstein bears episode where Brother and Sister bear had figured out how the system worked. They wanted to buy these jackets but Momma and Pappa Bear would not buy them for them and suggested they earn them. So Brother and Sister did exactly what they wanted, they started to find ways to earn money but they turned to greed. Instead of just doing things for others and helping, they were now charging everyone for their time. The episode basically showed a flaw in capitalism. This is basically what businesses do because of capitalism. It’s all about making profit than about people. So Momma and Pappa Bear were mad at their cubs than realizing how messed up the system is and being proud of them figuring out how the system works. But I don’t think capitalism is the problem, it’s people. Mama Bear and Papa Bear certainly didn’t like it how their kids jumped onto that level.
But anyway, I moved onto other platform, I now have Patreon, Manyvids account, have a shop on scatshop. This was god’s way of trying to make me charge more for my content because of capitalism and he didn’t like me being a socialist. Now I am having problems getting another video uploaded and I wonder if this is his way of saying, “you need to charge more for your videos, no more $9.99. Go higher.” Or maybe it’s his way of telling me, “Don’t make videos doing something outside your interest for revenue, keep making diaper change videos.” After writing this part, the video got approved after I used a still photo as a featured photo than a GIF.
Without using religion, I had tremendous anxiety when I lost my Onlyfans page because of the unknown. I didn’t know if someone had falsely reported my page, do I have an enemy, was it someone from K***farms or 8**.net or *chan. I had no idea if someone would try and shut me down again on other websites. This is why people sometimes turn to religion to cope with the unknown. Without god, you are having worries and paranoid thoughts because of a situation you had no control over and you can’t get answers. I have no idea if other people get very stressed out and also have anxiety when they lose their account randomly without warning. I was never given an email when it shut down and I had to email them to ask what was going on and I was only given a general answer, no reason given. Then the rest of my messages were ignored and then I was eventually blocked from their site. I might have been a computer that did it and since they won’t bother to look at it, that is why their customer service sucks.
Life As a Diapered Mother 