This was the first ABDL story I have ever read. It was very popular among the ABDL community. It was written by a Wisconsin man who I suspect is in the closest transgender (that means he has not come out yet as trans and start identifying as a woman) and he wrote about a 7-10 year old girl wearing diapers. At the time she was only ages 7-9. It has lot of errors and inconsistencies in it so obviously the author did not think it through as he wrote it nor did he take notes on his own characters and read it through again when continuing. Today this story would be considered creepy and probably banned from ABDL forums because the progenist (sp) in it is a minor and under high school age. My have times changed and how much the community has evolved. I remember the days when minors young as 11 would be posting on the forums or message boards in the late 1990’s. Now today that would be unacceptable.
But my mom read the story in 1997 when I was in 6th grade and she was disgusted with the story and called it child porn and inappropriate and called it twisted. I didn’t get it at the time because I was not very sexual yet and was still a little girl on the inside, I didn’t even like boys yet either and I knew nothing about sex and didn’t even know what it was then either. Even when I was a young adult I still didn’t get it and thought my mom was very weird about the whole thing.
Few years ago I read the story again and noticed stuff in there I didn’t see before. Ashley went through what was a diaper punishment but it was very tame. It was supposed to be she wears diapers as suggested by her doctor and she will get sick of them and want to go back to underwear but instead it backfired. Yes she had to face diaper humiliation but she made that choice and when her mom couldn’t get her out of them, she decides to take the diaper punishment further by treating her like a baby and that backfires too. Instead she enjoys it as does her mother. It didn’t surprise me when she was later accused of doing child abuse and had to take parenting classes and then she flees the state with her kids back to Wisconsin. This would be frowned upon by ABDLs if a parent did this to their child because you are supposed to teach them to grow up and be independent, not treat them like a little baby and change their diapers unless they are special needs. But then again that parent wouldn’t be posting in the ABDL community if they had such child, they would be posting in the special needs community instead. A couple times a parent would post about such thing in r/ABDL and I just direct them to r/parenting where I think it’s more appropriate.
I also noticed about Ashley’s father he was opposed to the whole diaper thing from the start and there were subtle clues he was going downhill like when he loses his job so the whole family moved to Colorado. I also noticed he took no part in the diaper thing and his wife was a stay at home mom. Then he turns into a drunken abusive asshole and does domestic abuse. It was very subtle because Ashley’s mother mentioned he hit her so the abuse was probably done when their kids were not around and the story was told in first person by Ashley.
No wonder my mom saw it as child porn because for one, forced diapering is a sexual fetish and so is the babying and the diaper humiliation and sure Ashley picked it but it was either that or underwear. It’s no different than reading a story when a angry wife makes her husband pick between a divorce or diapers so he picks diapers and he gets forced into them and humiliated but it is a choice after all he made because he didn’t want a divorce. That’s considered sexual so of course my mom saw it that way. I didn’t see it because I was not aware how sexual it all was even though it was considered adult. I thought it was considered adult because I thought it would confuse minors so they made it be 18 plus to avoid angry parents because of their kid being confused.
Ten years ago you would find a bunch of ABDL stories with minor characters in them, now that is frowned upon or restricted. It doesn’t matter how innocent it is or if there is no sexual content but people will still see it as such because of their highly sexual minds so the mods ban them from their websites. That just shows how much we have evolved. Maybe it was that way before because lot of us had diaper desires in our childhood so we wrote what was based on our childhood fantasy but now that the community has grown, we don’t need that stuff anymore so we have moved onto adult characters now and write our adult fantasies now. Plus the ABDLs are now finding the community underage than as adults so they don’t need to write that stuff either when they are adults and join the ABDL community. They still join it no doubt but they lie about their age. Nothing we can do about it and mods on ADISC find ways and on Dailydiapers if it is found the member is underage, they are banned. I have no way of knowing if a minor reads my blog or not or if they are underage when they are emailing me or seeing my Twitter page and messaging me there. I don’t know if that has happened or not but if I knew I wouldn’t be talking to them about this stuff.
But I am glad I was born when I could post on ABDL forums as a minor and ABDLs being fine with it. But there were still adult sites back then too like Dailydiapers and Wetset. Those were the only two I knew plus DPF. I am not sure if DPF was labeled 18 and over but I also visited that place a lot for photos and rosters and stories I could read. I didn’t go to Wetset because it was too sexual and Dailydiapers I didn’t go to because they didn’t have what I wanted. Plus back then it was a member only site and you had to be a member to view it and I wasn’t someone to lie about my age to get onto websites. To me lying was bad and wrong. Now that website is open for anyone to view. It was like that ten years ago too because I joined the forum in 2007.