Finally got to poop in my diaper again

It feels like it’s been a while since I last soiled myself but maybe it’s been a week. Lately I have just been doing it in the toilet because I don’t want to waste a diaper. I change and then I all of a sudden feel the urge to go number 2 and I don’t want to change out of this diaper so soon and another time I was at work when the urge hit and I was holding it till I got home to do it but I felt I wouldn’t be able to hold it so I took it off and went in the toilet at work. I guess that is how much I have trained my body to do it in diapers so now it feels it will come out on its own now if I hold it for too long.

This time I felt the urge to go again and I was home and both my kids were in bed so I pooped while I was emptying out my husband’s wastebasket to take upstairs to throw away outside to the outside trash can. It felt nice and soft. I had this one on all day so I thought ‘what the heck’ since I would have to change it anyway.

Now I am going to try and clear photos and movies off my Micro SD card now for space and put it on external hard drive.