Diapers came in handy

I got the same sickness again I had last year; nausea, headaches, body aches, diarrhea, gas. I caught it from my daughter this time and my son got the same sickness at the same time as me. It started out with me being tired and my husband thought I should call in but I refused and still went to work and it got worse there because I started to feel dizzy like I was going to pass out and I had diarrhea, and my body ached but I finished my work and went home.

I still showered and then I went to bed right away but I still watched Dr. Phil and then I remembered my parents aren’t here so I can sleep in their bed so I did.

All night long I kept getting out of bed and having diarrhea and I would leak stool so diapers did come in handy. I can’t imagine doing it in my underwear and dirtying a bunch of them and I only threw up once but the rest of the time was all diarrhea and I was so full of shit. I hope I feel better by Tuesday.

I did it sitting

Almost every day I will need to poop so I do it in my diaper because it always happens at night. It has been very easy to do and I can relax my muscles and it just comes out but i still give it a push. But today I felt I had to poop again so I stayed seated and did it in my diaper and I still pushed it out but it also came out on its own when I relaxed the muscles. I had my butt lifted a little bit but I was still sitting and then there is the smell and it smells different. It feels very soft and i did it sitting and god the smell. it reminds me what I did.

If I keep this up, it might really really get easy and pretty soon I will be doing it naturally like I do when I wet my diapers. If I want to start messing myself in public, I will have to invest in some odor remover pills so it won’t stink and I would have to take them 24/7 or otherwise I would have to hold it and do it in the toilet.


Never wearing Wellness Briefs again

These are supposed to be good diapers and I swear they are not as good as they used to be when I wore them back in 2012. They feel thinner and they leak sooner. I feel these are not real diapers. At least I have Tena in the trunk of my car I found at Goodwill. I bought five packs of them. I am wearing a Molicare now because I discovered I still had one left when I was looking in the freezer one time in the basement we use as a storage cupboard. It’s built in the wall and it’s original to the house. I don’t even know if it works or not and it would be very expensive if it still worked and we used it. Plus I don’t want to empty it out and turn it on to see if it does or not. But the building where the freezer came from is still there but not the company. The address is on the freezer and the company name. But at least Molicare feels like a real diaper. It’s thick and soft and very comfy but only when it’s dry.

I won’t be worrying about wasting these diapers because I would rather use them as quickly as I can so I can buy more and this time get real diapers. Wellness Briefs act like regular diapers you find in stores or made cheaply. I wouldn’t even trust flooding them either or doing it lying down. So they are off my list.

“ABDL” reference about Trump

I found this on someone’s Facebook wall a couple months back and I tried to only show the post but it didn’t turn out well so I had to show the whole entire screenshot but I scribbled out the names and my own at the top.

And a bonus, I pooped in my diaper while I was making this post. I did it sitting and standing and this was a clean diaper I had on.

It’s the New Year