Four Years Now

I have had this blog up for four years now. A lot has changed in the last four years. When I had first started this, I was going through a lot of anxiety because of my husband’s medical condition, I was shutting down and not functioning well, our son was only a year old and we were still living in our 900 sq foot apartment. My husband was working full time then and we were not getting any money from Social Security for our son or for him.

We live in a house now, my husband is now disabled and no longer works, my mom will retire next year in 2017 because she feels ready and because of her own medical condition, and my dad still works.

Our son is five and he has gotten a lot better thanks to help he has been getting in school and his awaiting evaluation appointment is set up for June 6th because he will be in kindergarten next year and developmentally delay isn’t counted as a disability to get support through IEP in our state and my mom thinks the category they are using for him is too extreme and broad even my own aunt who is a retired special ed teacher also agrees it’s inappropriate and says you can still get an IEP for ADD and anxiety which my mom thinks is what our son has so thus the upcoming evaluation.

I am still working the same job and I sleep on the couch now because my bedroom was moved to the basement so our kids could have their own rooms now and my husband snores so I sleep on the couch because of it, my husband has a toothache and right now we need to work on dental insurance so he can get that fixed so he isn’t using his sleep apnea machine or else it will hurt his face because it presses on the pain.

Our kids got to fly for the very first time and we went to Wisconsin last summer using our tax return money and my mom’s family got to see the kids and my grandparents. Sadly our son can’t even remember the flight.

I have had my wallet stolen by some guy but he didn’t get much from me thank god and it turned into a funny situation actually but two months later I got lot of my stuff back that was in my wallet because it was mailed to us finally and the only cards that were missing were my bus pass and my debit and expired credit card and the Homestreet card, and my Target debit card and some other card that came with it wasn’t even mine and it was someone’s nursing license.

My husband has given up on his feet because doctors told him there isn’t anything else they can do about it after medications have stopped working with him he took for pain and health insurance won’t cover pain clinics. But he no longer uses a cane since he is no longer working. He uses pot now for his feet. That started in our apartment about the same year I had started this blog and I had issues with it at first because of the smell and I didn’t want it around me and I didn’t want to smell like pot and have our son smell like it too. Also our state has legalized it so I can mention it now, yay. I did vote for it too for the sake of my husband because his license to use it expired and he never renewed it so now he isn’t using it illegally anymore.

Our daughter will be two next month and she still isn’t interested in potty training but has showed signs

We do get Social Security for both our children and my husband and I still receive it too for my own mental/neurological problems while he receives his for his medical issues and neurological.

I still wear diapers 24/7 and my kids have seemed to have forgotten about it so that’s good. That’s because I don’t let them see me in them anymore.

I have been practicing spanking on my husband sometimes and he seems to like it

I also have a new computer so I use Pidgin for messenger

I don’t streetpass much anymore because I have lot of the stuff completed in the plaza games and have all the panels completed except for the newest one. I also don’t go to the bookstore anymore and read before work or after and I don’t buy ebooks anymore because I have too many to read to catch up on. All I was doing was just hoarding and it was a waste of my money when I could be spending it on other things like on my theme background for my 3DS or on eshop games.

I do Nintendo Badge Arcade now and Pokemon Shuffle on a daily basis and I also do Pokemon Picross everyday to earn 9 picrites and I play Miitomo everyday to earn ten points for My Nintendo. I have also been playing Mario and Luigi Paper Jam and have made it to the final battle Bowser and I have been playing Zelda Picross and have almost all the regular puzzles completed.

I don’t feel the daddy and little girl much between my husband and I because we spend most of our time apart. He is by himself and I am by myself with the kids.

I still do writing.

My parents still live with us.

My dad’s mother and his brother have both died. My uncle’s funeral will be this July so I have requested time off to be there and plus I will get to see Montana again and my old home town and the town I used to work in.

I have noticed a big difference between my daughter and son. My daughter can do more than what our son did at this age and she babbles a lot. I also don’t nurse her anymore because I got tired of her on my boob and it was starting to feel funny to me so I started to give her sippy cups instead and she is weaned now but will still want my boob sometimes.

I have worn different brands of diapers and never stuck with the same brands. Right now these Molicare Super Plus diapers suck because they keep bunch up and getting uncomfortable when wet. I hope these are just defective ones because I never had this issue before and I do admit they feel a little stiff so they could just be due to age and no wonder diapers expire.

And I have started this blog last August which I call My World where I put all my none AB/DL content.

So four years and lots of changes that have happened since I started this blog.









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