“I am looking forward to the day you quit wearing them.”

My mom said this to me and I wonder what makes her think I am going to quit wearing them. I am never going to grow out of it. Just when I thought she had gotten used to it and accepted it as part of me, she had to contradict it, ugh. I wonder if it was all a lie and she pretends to accept it. I wonder if it would be any different if it was only disposables I wore. She said she is tired of smelling them and they stink up the washer and told me why don’t I just change after I wet them and I said I get too lazy to do it. I do try and get the smell out of them, I will put them on rinse cycle and then wash them and then rinse them again and I am trying to do it more than once to get all the suds out. Sometimes I do want to switch to disposables 24/7 but then it will cost us more money. But I do wonder what my mother would think if she knew that day will never come.