“I am looking forward to the day you quit wearing them.”

My mom said this to me and I wonder what makes her think I am going to quit wearing them. I am never going to grow out of it. Just when I thought she had gotten used to it and accepted it as part of me, she had to contradict it, ugh. I wonder if it was all a lie and she pretends to accept it. I wonder if it would be any different if it was only disposables I wore. She said she is tired of smelling them and they stink up the washer and told me why don’t I just change after I wet them and I said I get too lazy to do it. I do try and get the smell out of them, I will put them on rinse cycle and then wash them and then rinse them again and I am trying to do it more than once to get all the suds out. Sometimes I do want to switch to disposables 24/7 but then it will cost us more money. But I do wonder what my mother would think if she knew that day will never come.

My first diaper chafing

I think I finally got my first one. I am pregnant so many that has something to do with it since my skin may be more sensitive. I have a rash on the outside of my buttocks down low and now it’s formed on the other side in the same spot. I decided to let those spots air out by not having the diaper touch those spots and keep my plastic pants off so they can air out. The diaper can’t be getting too small because my waist size and hips are not even past 40 inches yet and not even close to being 44 inches around so the diapers aren’t even close to getting small and my belly just sticks out of them. Plus I wore my medium diapers throughout my last pregnancy and I got no rashes or chaffing but I only wore them at night then so perhaps my skin didn’t get the chance to get irritated because I had plenty of time for my skin to air out during the day. I thought at first it was the plastic pants being too worn out so they were stiff and irritating my skin but now I know it’s the chaffing that is doing it. The pants aren’t that stiff so they don’t feel uncomfortable yet around my bare skin where my legs are. I also have been using Desitin on my rashes and trying to let my rashes air out before work even if it means running to the toilet every few minutes or half hour when I feel the urge and I have to push it out because I am diaper trained.

But I wonder how the heck this happened, it started this weekend and I was wearing cloth. It’s right below my buttocks where the skin is where my butt cheeks may rub my legs. So right now I am making sure my diaper isn’t touching that area and it’s pulled away from there so that area can air out and no plastic pants and I am sitting on an under pad. But man this is my first one ever.

Valenwhine’s Day

That day is near again. I already got my Valentine’s gift from my husband and son and he gave it to me before work. It was chocolate and I had enough sweets the other day so I didn’t open them. My son wanted them so I told him i would share it with him when I open it later. My husband told me I didn’t have to get him anything.

This is also the day where people whine about it and commit suicide because they are single so hence the title. I also see posts about it online too and on Facebook.