Something on Wrongplanet pissed me off for the last time. A thread. No its not about people thinking it’s okay for children to abuse their parents and thinking parents having no right to a safe home nor their other children. It’s about feeling of a dying animal. I don’t know how many times I have seen people post about how they don’t feel any empathy or grief or sadness when their love one passes away and people assuming they are cold and horrid. Even I never felt grief or sad when my grandparents passed away or my great aunt and never got crap for it. My mom had always understood. I never really understood why they were sad about their deaths and I am not sure how my uncles felt when their mother passed away but my dad didn’t feel sad because she was already gone. Her memory. But someone made a post on the forum about her dying animal and how she didn’t grieve over it and wasn’t upset about it so she didn’t understand why her family was mourning about it and all sad and grieving about it. She got some flak about it and got called names such as monster, horrid, cold. The irony is killing me. Why is it okay to feel this way about a loved one but not for a pet? I asked it once and got no answer so I posted my frustration again and asked it and walked out of the thread and have no intention of going back. I doubt my question will be answered and there is always PM if someone does wish to answer it. This sort of things drive me crazy, it’s okay to be a certain way about something but not about another thing. Even as a child I felt this way. To me it looks like they want people to feel the same way as they do about the same stuff and if they don’t feel the same way about it, they’re “wrong” and how terrible. The user still got support from other users including me.
I had to post this somewhere to get it off my chest :)
I went to the convention center for the gaming expo of 2014 to collect a lot of street passes. I sat in one spot and played my Mii Plaza games and I saw I wasn’t the only one doing it because I saw a man standing across the hall from me with his Nintendo XL 3DS. I also got a streetpass from an Aussie and I got one from an Arizonian and one from someone from North Carolina.But I got most of them from Oregonians, Washingtonians and Californians. The most I had gotten the first time were ten tags and the next were less than that but I got a total of 82 tags, less than that actually because I went to Barnes ad Noble after the gaming expo when it ended and got more tags. No 100 tags or 300 like some people have claimed online when going to expos. But i got two panels completed and today i finally beat Find Mii secret quest. But I got seven tags today at McDonalds and it only gave me six Miis. Either the game goofed up or I was hallucinating. Then I defeated the final monster with the first Mii who was on level six and then I started over with normal quest and it said I had no Miis. WTF? I guess with this game, they make you have to tag more again and you cannot play with the ones you tagged and who hadn’t had their turns yet after defeating the final monster or would I have had to do Find Mii Special Quest again?
I had my computer cleaned a few days ago. Someone on dailydiapers decided to do some work on it for me so he had me download team viewer and then he started working on it and I saw him put on Advest and remove AVG and I saw him but on malwarebyte but the page wouldn’t display on either of my browsers so he had to find another way. Then he got it downloaded and he ran it and it found a bunch of PUPs from Desktop Temperature Monitor and and worked on it for about two hours and then I had to go to work. I came back and my pictures were gone again and my files were back in its normal spot and I was able to display the background image for desktop and the browser runs pretty fast now and I still haven’t tried reinstalling Firefox to see if it won’t keep freezing and crashing. I have gotten used to Chrome. My old bookmarks were back too. I think it’s pretty cool you can have anyone work on your computer from anywhere thanks to Team Viewer and the password changes every time for security. This saved me money and now we will have more in taxes.
Sometimes windows updates suck. They have messed up my computer in the past so I would always have it turned off when I lived in Montana. Well I have let them happen on our newer computers and things would stay the same. When it first updated after I got my computer fixed, I lost all my files and my stories and it turned out they were in another location on my computer. Today I come home after dropping my son off and I see my computer had restarted itself and had done another update but it said it couldn’t be completed because I never responded. What the? Then it said windows was successfully updated. I check my files again and they are still there but they were the way they were from the day I got my PC back and it was from July 30th. So I look under the computer again and user and admin and there they were again from this date. But now my Microsoft office 2010 won’t work and can’t get it to repair and I may have to remove the program and re install it but I am afraid it will mess up my files so I am using word pad. Luckily it lets me open them with word pad. Now I have to be more careful when I type because it doesn’t tell you when you do typos. I also can’t set a background for wallpaper. This is why I hate windows update, it gets all stupid and messes things up. But the good news is I got my pictures back I lost and hat annoying program desktop temperature monitor is gone. It was an adware I found annoying and I couldn’t remove it and it wouldn’t let me and it would take me to another website if I left a page untouched and it would sometimes happen while making a post so I had to be sure I kept copying the text for in case it happened but this dumb update really removed it and it was as if it reinstalled windows again and it kept the AVG program and yahoo messenger. I also backed up my files onto the external hard drive and I can use the mouse button again on my computer. I am not sure how long that will last because last time it only lasted a week or so before I had to use the mouse again and the speakers still don’t work. Now the browser isn’t slow anymore. It all feels like new like the day i got it back from the repair shop. I lost all my bookmarks sadly. I wonder if firefox will work now instead of it crashing all the time when my husband accidentally installed unwanted programs on it including the desktop temperature monitor. I was able to remove other programs but not this one. I wonder what happened.
Remember when I wrote earlier today about pooping my diaper, I pooped my Tena when I went up to my room after I was done being downstairs watching TV and surfing the web on the Nintendo WiiU and I did the dishes. I knew I still had poop in me because not all of it came out so the rest finally came out this night. Now I am sitting in it enjoying the nice messy feeling.
I decided to order the Bambino variety case but they were out of stock. I should have done it a lot sooner. I knew they could go out of stock because they always do with their Bambino products and then they have to wait for more to come in. So I ordered a sample of the Teddies just to try them. I just wish more came in a case. I am still trying to decide what diapers to get. I could always go to Walgreens and get some since their diapers are good. I hope they haven’t changed them they are now worse. The Assurence were once good diapers sold by Wal Mart and then they changed them and the tabs wouldn’t stick so I had to use tape and they didn’t hold much so there went that diaper for me. Now they don’t sell the briefs anymore. I hate when diaper companies mess with our diapers making them worse. If I knew how, I would write a complaint to them. I did write a complaint to Bambinos once when I was hearing a bunch o critical comments about their diapers and how they don’t hold as much or how they are thinner or how they feel less comfortable. They have a website, the contact us button so I did that and complained hoping they were getting enough of them from others to make the diapers better again not worse.
I had on a Wings diaper and I pooped it when I got back from my son’s appointment. It was a little hard doing it because I had to push it out and then I stayed in it for about three hours. I also peed it two more times before deciding it’s time to change. I would say these diapers are average. Not good for an all day diaper because then you end up needing to change before you leak. I regret buying some now at Goodwill on Monday, they had a bunch and I assumed they were Wings but I always avoid cheap diapers because I always think they will leak easily. I decided to hold off getting some more disposables for now since I have plenty left, I have an unopened pack of Nu Fit and a half bag of Shop Ko brand and Wal Greens brand are pretty good. I only use them for work or when I go somewhere and won’t be gone long. I just don’t want a diaper that leaks after one or two wettings. Or I might order more since I like thick diapers. I am thinking of Bambino this time. I just feel money is tight right now is why and my husband says use my credit card. We can afford it but I just don’t feel like using the money right now because of license plates stickers we have to re new next month and a birthday party we got invited to, and at least I don’t have to buy my daughter or son’s costume this year. His still fits from last year and my mom in law got my daughter two costumes. So that is some extra money there we’re saving.
When I decided it was time for a diaper change, I brought the wipes and Tena Slip Maxi to the basement and asked my husband if he wanted to change me quick. He did and I told him I don’t mean sex and he said he knew that. He changes me and he nearly throws up because of the smell and I felt a little guilty but he told me it was all okay so I just stayed put while he cleans me up. He did nearly throw up several times and I decided I should bring the bucket down next time and dump the diapers out of it in the laundry sink but he said it was fine and he won’t throw up. It was a huge mess because I got it all over and it took a bunch of wipes to do it. I thought this would be the last time I ask him to change my messy diaper but he said it was fine and his stomach was just upset because he just woke up. I waited till one to get it done figuring he would be up for a while. But he had just gotten up he said because of a bad night and our son waking him up. Then he told me to bring up my dirty diaper and my other wet from from couple nights ago so I brought them both up in my arms and threw them away in the garage in the trash bag with my other used diapers.